Write to Heal

Aku menangisimu setiap akhir pekan Perasaan yang kukira hanya rekayasa Ternyata menuntutku untuk menitikkan air mata Aku menangisimu setiap akhir pekan Entah karena aku rindu kamu Atau ku hanya takut diabaikan Setelah bertemu denganmu, aku benci akhir pekan Bolehkan aku meminta, tidak pernah ada akhir pekan untuk kita?

It’s been a long time I didn’t write anything on this blog. I didn’t know why, but since last year I should do many things. At works, organization, family, friendship and love life. #azeg Well, 2017 was a busy year. Works, storytelling activities and so on. And started this year, I want a “quite life” besides my job. Where I can sit all day, writing, reading or only watching movies. Well, we can have plans but sometimes it only a plan. Haha. In January, I plan that this year I will read 15 new books. But until this April, I read 2 new books. In reality, I'm still busy with works and any storytelling activities. And a Lil bit love story. Ahiw. Since last year, I realized my mood swing is getting worst. At one time, I can be very happy, like in sugar rush phase. Then I can be very sad. I got panic and anxiety attack at random time. I got panic attack in my flight from Surabaya to Jakarta last November. I hardly to breath and tremor. Sometime I can't help crying. I got overse...